Awesome Daddy... Guilty Mommy...

Sometimes it sucks being a working Mom - and today is one of those days...  I do love my profession and working with my clients, but sometimes my worlds collide a bit.  I don't often spend nights away from home, but tonight is one of those - two busy days planned in Michigan that would be difficult to reschedule.  Then Blaine started acting a bit "off" yesterday - not eating and being a bit extra clingy to me.  Then came the puking at 12:30 this morning...  So John stayed home with the kids since I couldn't reschedule my day very well.  Blaine has continued to puke, run fever and have diarrhea today and I feel really guilty about not being there for him.  Mommy guilt I guess.  John is being an awesome Daddy and I know that Blaine is well cared for, but I still would like to be there.  John was the one that was cleaning up a pukey bed while I cuddled and rocked with Blaine - kudos to a great husband!!!!  And he has continued to take care of more puke today - even as Blaine was puking in the trash can as he was sitting on the potty with diarrhea.  I pray that Blaine starts feeling better tomorrow and I look forward to getting home to cuddle my little guy!!!